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원래 장이 안 좋았고, 변비도 심했었음
어느날 갑자기 통증이 심해져서 대학병원에 감
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장은 막혀있고 간,폐,뼈에까지 암세포가 다 퍼져있는 상황
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대장 제거수술 하고 항암치료 중
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"제가 얼마나 살 수 있을까요?" 라고 물어봤고
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3개월 시한부 판정을 받음
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혹시 다른 병원/치료 방법은 없었냐 물어보니
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누나도 찾아보자 했지만,
사실 본인이 너무 힘들고 고통스러워서
다른걸 안하기로 결정함ㅜ
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버킷리스트 중 하나가 이수근 만나기였음
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웃고 싶을 때 신서유기/1박2일 이수근 레전드 쳐서 항상 봤다고 함
볼때마다 자기 웃겨주고 행복해서 만나고 싶었다고ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
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ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
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두 번째가 사람들 앞에서 공연하는거였어서 노래도 부름
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"끝날때까지 끝난 것이 아니니까,, 기적이 꼭 일어났으면"
마지막으로 누나한테 영상편지
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*참고로 엄마는 어릴때 돌아가셨고, 아버지랑은 따로 살음
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"나는 괜찮으니까 누나는 항상 아프지말고 고생하지 말고
인생이 항상 행복하고 좋은 일만 있었으면 좋겠어
항상 고맙고 사랑해 누나"
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사진 같이 찍는게 소원이래서 들어줌ㅠㅠ
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행복하셨으면